Monday, June 7, 2010

What the hell was I thinking...1/22/2008


Wow reading back in time, I once in awhile feel my jaw drop and my face flush.. This little nugget of insanity will only last a day or two then bye bye..baby ! the title is ..Blood clots of life,
If you are not female-LOOK AWAY, LOOK AWAY..this is not for you. If you continue to read on you will never again wish to stick your pretty boy face, between her legs again...and how could I live with myself for ruining it for any female. Especially when I get soo little of it myself these days?
Dammit, hell & fuck. I changed my noble mind and I am not going to post how big the blood clot was. The one that fell on my foot this morning-as I was taking a shower. It was a suicide clot that was attempting to wash the naughty nightmares from my mind.It was so big it clogged up the shower drain. hell it was so monstrous it almost clotted up the world. Here is my mounting dread. The fear that keeps building up inside of me..that one question I have to ask it!
I become mesmerized watching it slide off my big toe and start spinning crazy on top of the water, headed to oblivion.I swear It waved at me. The miss america wave that only a female can master. Before she waved at me..and I wondered what part of her was me...set free ?
I closed my mouth and I begin to wonder if that wet dream I use to have-was really mine or if she was stealing it away from me ? Cause we could not have that for the simple fact I was very attatched to that memory. It was my golden globe adult winner choice-a hot juicy sex creamsicle porno kinda flick. That I directed in my mind.
I looked even closer to see if it was hers (let's call her red ) if she starred in the show. But it is gone..notta. My mind is lost..stuck down the drain, almost to the gutter. HELP ME OBEE ONE KENOBEE YOU ARE MY ONLY HOPE. Oh yeah and could you wear that hoodie, you know the one that covers up your face ?

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