ten minutes..

I have decided to try to blog at least ten minutes a day. What I ramble on and on about can be anything at all. It can be about the breakup or the wind in my face. It can be about these nosehairs or the wrinkles on my face. It can take up the space that i need to have around. The space that is vast and dark before it knocks me down. I will be the story .... the one that is playing now. No more lost in the past when the day is bright with opportunities. I guess I had to eat dirt before i believed it true. I had been all about the falling and i guess i really flew. Flew right to the very bottom like a bird in flight. A kamikaze dive right to the ground. Hell I almost landed deep into the grave and wait a second mister I wasn't planning on staying long. So take that cold hard shovel and help me to my feet. It must have been a navigational error and I got to get it straight. Launch me back into the stratosphere like a bullet from a gun. The sky is so blue and beckoning. I beg you set me free. My wings are not ready for lifting off after the time I spent with you. They could not lift the weight that i held in my heart. It is impossible for me to do it by myself. But just this second I flashed a reel and I saw it on the screen. It you get me off the ground i should be able to tread the air and glide up higher and higher into the yonder where the air smells so clean.