flight

Today was nothing more than a blur..driving down a road destination unknown. Woke pretty early from childhood dreams only to find adult situations awaiting me. After I got dressed and figured out the items that had sold on ebay and where they had to go and off the the races we go. Social security office was a breeze. Was done and finished in ten minutes. Then all of a sudden I found myself at Macy's in the dressing room trying clothes on. They were having a big sale and when all was said and done I got a couple new outfits including a bra..a good one. Ah so my breasts will have lift and cleavage, the deep valley that so many eyes seem to get lost in. I got this one top that is so hot on me that I just looked at myself in the full length mirror and just exhaled... smiling. That is until I remembered that I don't have anyone to wear it for. And then after my mom and I were done trying to fit me together we jumped in her ride and pulled up to Panda Express. mmmmhhhhh good !! The orange chicken was excellent and did I mention the food was good... There is nothing like a full belly and a full bag of new tricks (clothes) to make a girl feel special. Then we jump in for the long ride back to Moscow. Only to get all the way home and then we decided that yes we will meet cassidy at the casino at 6 pm for pickup. yes she is now in the living room watching tooth fairy. The Rock is soo good looking-WOW I want one ! I had four slices of pizza cause I am trying to make sure that no man will find me attractive in the future. The things I do to avoid a broken heart. I was staring out the window today trying to not freak out on how much longer or ask ..are we there yet>? And my eyes began to focus on something standing still above the ground. The closer we got to this dark spot the more excited I got. I began to fidget and then this peaceful calm enveloped my whole body as every inch of my attention tried to find something wrong with this picture. Nothing was wrong with any of it, in fact the taste of it will only tempt my hunger. It was a big black tailed hawk....gliding.