Wednesday, October 10, 2012

clay walker . .

who the heck is clay walker ? mom told me she is going to take me to the casino tomorrow night and get a room so we can go to his concert. that it is going to be part of my birthday present. right mom at the casino ? someone i have never even heard of. okay hehe. least i will be in the water. the chlorine at the cda pool always makes my eyes look like i am stoned before i get in. recovery class at the student ward last night was addicting hehe. i don't know where this happy comes from or the joy in my heart. i don't have a job even though i have been putting in applications everywhere. i don't have a boyfriend or even a prospect of future ex-husband anywhere in the scenario that is called my life. i don't have any friends here. my only free time that is not spent at the library or reading is at the chapel praying. winter is just around the corner geez. my 46th birthday is on the 23rd of this month. need i go on ?

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