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what is there to do in moscow idaho? there is always the friday night free movie at the nu-art theater. tonight they showed a documentary with ben stein (off of ferris bueller) called no intelligence allowed. which i found i could understand without a college degree, even though everyone interviewed were scientists. bottom line intelligent design versus the darwinian evolution. how the scientific community is or has been trying to keep God out of the classrooms. speaking of classrooms i must speak of what happened at bible study last week. i show up with notebook and pen in hand and pastor walks upto greet me. he asks me whatcha got there in a john wayne voice hehe. i show him the jerusalem bible. it kinda sticks out cause it is soo huge kinda like an unabridged dictionary and just as heavy. he notices it is from the library and i explain i haven't moved all the way here yet that my things are in spokane blah blah. after study group starts he all of a sudden points to me and says. . i want to point out this woman kris right? i sit up straight and do my miss america wave geez. he then acts all amazed as he points out  i am  new in town and i actually walked to a public library just to  check out a bible just so i can be prepared for bible study ! makes me uncomfortable to say the least. i walk 2 blocks to the library and then 3 more blocks on foot are you kidding me dude ? a year ago i would have walked miles in both directions for a bag of dope. i would have scrapped cans or found a way to come up with the money for that back of dope too ! are you kidding me ? i almost felt insulted but then i realized looking maybe alot of these people haven't been where i have. where i am never going back to ! I WOULD GO ANYWHERE FOR MY GOD.