damn....

so i am suppose to meet a bunch of people from the hotel at the bar for drinks and such and fuk it is like i had four different people talking to me at the same time and somehow someway it didn't make it in my head. i remember the elks club or so i thought. it was such a hassle for my mom. she started getting pissy as soon as i started getting ready to go but she agreed to drive me. she even got upset with me after i put on all my makeup and tight jeans and insisted that i put my hair up in a ponytail and not wear it down. my hair is gorgeous down anyway am soo sighing ... is it impossible or is it possible ? so we actually drive to mile mark 3080 headed to troy to the golf course and nothing except her sighs. and then she drives me by the hotel and everyone is at the bar but she doesn't want me to go in and ask where because there are some guests too. so i make her pull over at the moose lodge cause u know i had to try and wow she is irate and i run in and it is tiny and crowded and a nice lady comes out with her hand stamper and asks for i.d. and i am like i am looking for someone and i am almost 2 hours late and thankfully she became interested and tells me there is a show going on but they could possibly be at the bar and another girl in pigtails decides she is going to escort me right? i am not even paying attention cause i was excited to see a familiar face and it is not until we are skimming the bright light of the show that was on stage right before the bar that i really started to look around and BLAM THERE IT IS ..i am right smack in midst of a drag queen show and all the gay guys are buff and just look so fun and friendly to me that i knew i could probably find a new best friend in under 5 minutes but...here i am back at home with 4 bejeweled scratch tickets and a face that needs intense make-up removal procedure process and i am disappointed in the night that i think i am going to sneak out after my mom goes to bed (and falls asleep) just so i can be bad and smoke a cigarette and then cough and cough and cough . yyeah perfect end to the night :0