smile kris..

i am getting that feeling really bad. i have had no hits and man the applications i have filled out the resumes i have turned in. jack in the box called me for interviews but with all the students gone there is virtually no work. what am i suppose to do ? I have got to be able to support myself. i thought or at least hoped that if you were a good person inside and tried to make it that things might be hard but in the end you could squeeze by. tears are welling up in my eyes when i start to think about failing. i can;t fail. i won't. i can't. if i close my eyes and distract my mind by figuring out the perfect job i would want. i think it would be a cashier at the casino. not any other cause the dealers would have to deal with people losing their bets. nope the cashier cause you only get the winners. i am a winner. i want i want just shut the fuk up and quit whining kris.