betseyville ..

i tried to sleep in this morning since it was my day off but i didn't really fall aslee[p until after i got up and dumped the spoiled milk down the drain hehe. cause i knew my mom would be upset by waste. but when it is time to go ...it goes. even if it means she grounds me !!am sitting here in the daylight hehe watching spiderman 2. mom is in the shower my bag is not packed for the casino . my eyebrows are not finished either. oh well i have boobies and lipgloss to make up for any imperfections. where is all the angst that use to hold my heart squeezed soo tight in it's icy cold fingers? did it tire of me and move on ?