thief...

maybe i have outgrown writing about my pain and disappointment..? it just isn't there anymore. i must have sat it down and a thief ran off with it. i am sure if i had baggage it would have the rollaway wheels to make it possible for me to have it with me at all times. i am not as damaged as i may have thought i was. hehe i may have actually fed off it. but as i look around with bright new eyes i don't focus on the shadows like i use to. i feel soo good inside. now if i could just find that red lipgloss i would be unstoppable ...i hope it wasn't in my baggage. oh wait i have a job now duh? i can just buy a new one.