the lionel hampton jazzfest is in full swing right now and the streets of moscow idaho are full of tourists and music lovers of all ages. my daughter from spokane was here yesterday with her school to perform but i couldn't get tickets in time to actually be in the audience. we were busy moving the rest of the way into our new place. i worked my hardest on getting stuff done and being a cripple with my sprained ankle. soo many memories stirred from the boxes they were hidden in. it was melancholy. but we had to downsize (well i didn't have to downsize) to actually fit all my mothers things in the storage unit and here as well. boy oh boy it wasn't very fun suggesting things that needed to go to goodwill . i would hold up say napkin rings and she would go on and on ...oh no your dad bought those when he was in hong kong. i know she misses my dad we all do. and i have a few of his things that i gotta have near me as well. sigh..least they were sealed in the temple for time and eternity. i don't even have a fuk toy let alone a boyfriend. but when i am ready i will. i am 45 years old now and i refuse to settle on someone just cause i feel lonely. no way am i going that route. i am in control of my choices. besides i have never ever had any kind of problem finding men. maybe i have a hard time keeping them lol. but that is because i didn't choose wisely. .
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