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fear has engulfed my every sense. it has blanketed my ability to function as a normal person, especially the closer it gets to 3:30 pm. i keep having these zings race thru my chest that seem to exit thru my fingers. possibly power surges hehe. so today was a go thru the motions kinda day. like a robot who doesn't think.. anyway mom is telling me to put on a button up shirt so that way it will be easier to take it off tonight when i lay me down to sleep. i wish it was lay me down to sleep time right fukin now. I HATE HAVING TEETH PULLED FUK SHIT DAMN