week..weak tweek

The warmth of the day is wasted on me once again. I am in purgatory. Cap and I broke up and i moved two hours away to pullman. It is going on a week now. Most people would be like wow a whole week, but each minute i am away from him ...feels like eternity. There is nothing that i can do to get him back so I will suffer in silence far from home. He is home for me. I always have felt that my home was in his arms. No matter where we might be. I don't know what to do but walk away and try not to let it all corrupt my mind. Sometimes i cry and sometimes I am mad. Sometimes I am angry and sometimes glad. But life goes on and on and on.....and I want to race the day to bed.