the smell of spring

I have been taking long walks lately. I wander up and down the streets of spokane looking for anything that may remind me who I am. Winter was soo long and dark that I am questioning the day. I need to find where I stashed my identification before I laid down my weary head to rest. Now that I am out of hibernation I cannot remember myself. Was I happy or was I sad. There is something missing that I hear my spirit cry out for. As for life in general it appears virtually insane. My kids and grandson come and see me quite often but so do the rumors and undercurrents of something dark. Court is happening also. Anyway I say I say ....today is beautiful day

strike one

This is gonna be short and simple!!! It is not working .. I want out of my cage.You are fucked up and I am fucked up ..but we are not fucked together. We are on different sides of the same team. And the competetion has become all we got. And the rules are always changing no matter whose at bat. You are gonna try to prove you are the one. The only one...that will become someone after me

october

Guess I could actually write something instead of checking my email. Things are blustery and cold. I have been trying to do something useful everyday besides sit at the house and answer the phone. I finished up with the garden last week and getting ready for a cold winter this year. Firewood is moved closer to the front door. God how I love starting fires. It is the only thing I seem to enjoy anymore. My orchids will have to wait til next spring. If we both show up that is.

bday blues

Around and around I always go..Never to fast and never to slow. Lost in this mess I helped to create. Lord it's about all I can take. First it's real bad and then drops to worse. Then it's real sunny and stays really hot.

I am well . hood ornaments litter the lawn in the ghetto.

leap of faith

Today while fishing thru pictures trying to find something that just does not suck a big one I came across my little trip to Lewiston, Idaho. I remember it was the first time in a long time it was not dreary and raining. I jumped up on the scenic block and yelled to my friend take a picture take a picture !! We were the only ones on that lonely deserted road and since he was not use to my vibrant dominant personality ...the only response I got was him looking back over his shoulder the way we had come. Oh man I thought in my head another dead head, you know the kind. The ones that will not bend the rules out in the real world especially if it involves getting in my pants. Ooops I meant good graces. I felt my eye roll grimace ,move across my face and I start to shudder at his baaahumbug demeanor. Think I got down to appease him ? That would be a NEGATIVE ghostrider.