the smell of spring

I have been taking long walks lately. I wander up and down the streets of spokane looking for anything that may remind me who I am. Winter was soo long and dark that I am questioning the day. I need to find where I stashed my identification before I laid down my weary head to rest. Now that I am out of hibernation I cannot remember myself. Was I happy or was I sad. There is something missing that I hear my spirit cry out for. As for life in general it appears virtually insane. My kids and grandson come and see me quite often but so do the rumors and undercurrents of something dark. Court is happening also. Anyway I say I say ....today is beautiful day