victoria's secret

sometimes my feel good is from an unexpected source, like my little sister who is one of the vice president's at victoria's secret. she has come a long way from troy idaho as far as the real world goes. she graduated from college in tennesee and went straight into designing clothes. and being lisa she rose straight to the top. she told me to pick out some clothes from their catalog her treat. wish i get get some of the big boobs that hold the bras in place. thanks sis it feels like christmas

younger days

THINGS I MISS FROM YOUTH

my waterbed
the power a note from a parent.. had
my aunt betty's huckleberry pie
a shirley temple
slip and slide
wonderful world of disney
the fonz
roll call in home room
youth program at my church
catching fireflies
itching misquito bites
cola slurpee
roasting marshmallows on a stick over a campfire
watching my sister ice skate
rollerskating
my hula teacher
my nanny always believing in me
picking huckleberries
swimming
flying kites
ice cubes and bubble gum
jumping rope
drive in movies
designated bed time
time outs for temper tantrums
my mom telling me everything is going to be fine (believing her 100%)
my dad telling me to quit upsetting my mom
jumping on the bed
skipping along
big wheel
swim team
cotton candy
shooting buckshot from a rifle
my sister julie's laughter
blowing bubbles
faith

merit badge award..

sometimes a girl just has to tell herself..thank you for being you !! for keeping your thoughts simply non judgemental when it comes to yourself or others. for trying to be helpful and listening to those around you. for going to bed when you are tired and cleaning up after yourself. for not giving up on the world just because a few nameless faces broke your heart. for laughing when you could have cried. for getting back up when you could have stayed down. for doing the best that you can. for being on time to work every morning. for plucking your eyebrows before they go astray. for thanking God everyday. for appreciating the bird's early morning song. for reading a book instead of sitting in the bar.  for crying alone in the dark is who you are ..

the tape measure..

ahh the joys of ebay don't really tickle my imagination like they use to. it has become ingrained into my dna which is good. i just can't stand the tape measure which is always wrapped around my neck like a snake. hehe maybe a snake wouldn't be the best example. graduation weekend for washington state university is here so is bloomsday in spokane. i am soo lucky to have two days off. tonight they are having a free movie night at this theatre i didn't even know existed close to where i live at 7pm. i am gonna try to go alone by myself just me to prove that i am not ashamed or embarrassed to be single. besides how many years has it been since i have seen raider' s of the lost ark. the moon will be superclose to the earth tonight and more bright. i think it sounds magical i will be sure that i am walking in the moonlight. ebay ebay

java jest..

i have the toughest time getting to sleep whenever i let my mom have my bed and sleep on the couch. i feel like i have this rat's nest in the back of my head from tossing and turning my head every which way in attempting to make myself comfortable. so mom is still sleeping at 10:44 am and i say good for her. my coffee is mocking me now-i can never get it right. i wish they had a scoop or something that had specific instructions instead of instructions you need a calculator to figure out the coffee/water ratio. i made it too weak. tomorrow i will make it too strong. and so on and so on. guess i could have real problems that would make everrthing seem ridiculous so i will keep my java jest facing me with a poker face in place ..oh with my red hot sexy lipgloss of a smile just teasing  my beautiful face ahh back to my steamy romance novel-viking heat, for my feel good

the 2nd of may 2012

the pensacola package has left the building..finally got the eagle sculpture headed to it's new home. carrie or caren or something like that will be soo pleased. i am now typing away on my laptop which i got out of moscow pawn. it was soo cool that i am doing an extra post about it. i would say i spent some money today but not like the damage i could have done with out this happening to me. i soo have a smile on my face and a warm fuzzy feeling where my heart is..when i had my money in hand i was waiting for my mom at rosaur's to get her money order. i was going to go out and wait in the suv but i told myself you haven't bought a scratch ticket in a long time. i have a problem with the $5.00 scratch tickets especially the beehive bingo ones. when i marched over to the machine that housed all the scratch tickets ever made, i had to turn back around and wait in line to get change for a twenty or i would not get change back. that simple fact would have stopped me any other day. but not today . i tried the five dollar money maker cause it wasn't the beehive one and i got out to the truck and yes i was grunting in self righteous what the hell were you thinking girl..when the last number hit at $25 and then i looked closer and there was a 5X icon right before it. yahoo. so that did help even out the amount of money that i still have in my wallet at this time. i still need to buy katie her 22nd bday present though. i did buy more make-up. I LOOOOVE MAKEUP. ate at mongollian barbecue with my mommy dearest it was soo good yum. and i did buy a pair of bling bling jeans that cost more than how old i am. it is my friday night as i am off the next two days and what important things am i doing ? um i just finished watching buck on netflix, the horse whisperer buck and am sure my next choice will be something useless and of no good. until tomorrow when there will be enough light to take pictures for ebay. and tomorrow i am putting makeup on this clean slate of a face lol

snow in the morning

there was snow falling from the sky when i stumbled into the living room and looked out the window this morning. for a second i forgot it is the beginning of summer. but the day has not been too bad. the sun was shining eventually. got off work about one and am sitting here waiting for my mom to get out of the shower. we have got to go mail out the ebay purchases and then hit safeway so i can purchase 5 cases of pop. geez mom i swear she loves diet coke and the world just doesn't seem to go right if she doesn't have it. i promised her i would take us out to eat at mongollian barbecue and my stomach is growling as i impatiently wait. went to the library yesterday and borrowed poems of jesus christ and the god i never knew (how real friendship with the holy spirit can change your life) hehe and then a few vampire romance novels to even everything out. yesterday after work i was floored with a headache from hell and my knees and ankles felt swollen and stiff. i complained about it til i got home and laid down. i wanted to tell me ..shut up ! but i slept til this morning with no supper. after the breakfast burrito from mcdonald's in my stomach my whole attitude changed. nothing really going on with me-GETTING CLOSE TO A YEAR WITH NO BOYFRIEND OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER why did i capitalize that ? it is really not that big of a deal is it? i am just not going to be with someone so that i am not alone. i can't do that to myself. i feel like maybe i will be rewarded by holding out haha. anyway i have never been single this long. but i have been unhappy in a relationship this long that is for sure. it just seems like at my age everybody is in love with someone else or in love with themselves. ebay will be up and running fully if i have to spend my next two days off sitting in front of this damn computer.