buy it now..

so my trip to the dentist sucked a big one, but i knew it was going to be horrific. i think i need counseling or something due to the stress factor of having a tooth yanked out of my skull.  so i was sitting in the chair waiting for the novacaine to numb me up and dr. hadley disappears for a second and i try to collect myself for the extraction of a broken tooth and i felt my eyes start to tear up quickly and the assistant looks at me like what the fuk? she hands me a kleenex and asks me what i am  upset about. i tell her truthfully- i am scared. she then acts like that is the strangest thing that has ever happened and then i wasn't soo scared anymore i was annoyed with her lol.  anyway all done now am taking double doses of vicadin and woke up out of a good sleep maybe 45 minutes ago so i am on ebay doing the follow up things my mom never thinks about like productive sales techniques  i do hehe. ebay has the links for us sellers that are ...watchers highest or views highest which i always check first and foremost and once i have those i ALWAYS add a buy it now option. just in case there is an impulse buyer that must have it now. the buy it now option has to be 10% higher than the starting bid  (and of course there is a 15 cent charge ) and it ends the listing immediately. but if someone takes the starting bid the buy it now option is obselete. i need to make a cheat sheet for mom or something so i am not soo involved in the whole thing. as long as i get it up and running she can revise it on her own and besides being mormon she can easily figure out the ten percent difference and add it to the final price because of the tithing she gives to the church. i am soo out of here heading to dream land.

elsewhere...

fear has engulfed my every sense. it has blanketed my ability to function as a normal person, especially the closer it gets to 3:30 pm. i keep having these zings race thru my chest that seem to exit thru my fingers. possibly power surges hehe. so today was a go thru the motions kinda day. like a robot who doesn't think.. anyway mom is telling me to put on a button up shirt so that way it will be easier to take it off tonight when i lay me down to sleep. i wish it was lay me down to sleep time right fukin now. I HATE HAVING TEETH PULLED FUK SHIT DAMN

cassidy...

adele

bzzzz...

i have got to stop saying...I AM SOO PURRING LIKE A VIBRATOR PLUGGED IN A NUCLEAR POWER PLANT geez. just try to remember this is bum fuck idaho. just tell yourself every night before you go to bed that you are a little bit country in your best marie osmond voice. she is mormon you know ..oh wait so are you !! end of story k?

check..

the real reason i don't like to play chess is because the bishop looks like a penis, am i weird ?

if the light at the end of the tunnel when we die ...is the delivery room

 than how long have i got before it's naked time?