Linea by Louis Dell'Olio

changing into the ebay sexy sales diva with this change of voice..
this is for a new with tags linea paillette trim cardigan and tank twinset, size large. the inside label reads 48% acrylic
40%cotton 10%nylon and 2%spandex and is hand wash cold-inside out. the cardigan has a paillette trim on the front placket, neck and sleeves with three hook and eye closures. the cardigan measures armpit to armpit across at approx 23 inches and the length is approx 26 1/2 inches. the tank is sleeveless and measures 21 inches across the front (armpit to armpit) and the length is approx 21 1/2 inches. this is soft and eye-catching and new new new. i do offer free shipping as well and i thank you for looking.

CAN I HAVE SOME CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES NOW PLS?

losing it..

i had just remarried and stepped outside to look at the grass that was knee high in the front yard of the house that we had bought and moved into. i was happy as i stood there basking in the warmth of the sunshine. my husband was at work for the day and i had decided to prove to him that i was good at something else besides sex. i turned and walked to the shed in the backyard to retrieve an old friend that i believed could help me out that day. yep the old lawnmower i had grown up with. i had walked up and down every yard we had lived in since my youth just to avoid the indoor chores. i knew how to work it, to lift the front wheels up just a little to even out the rev of that motor. thanks to my dad who donated to a good cause --ME.
as i pushed old faithful out to onto the front driveway to get it running two of our neighbors introduced themselves to me at that time. i was very gracious and was all aglow. i kept the formal introductions short cause i was just having an excellent day. my husband would be home for lunch and i just thought how proud he would be of me to pull up out front and see how much better our home looked. it was all ready to go and i put my foot down on it and bent over and yanked the pull start just right and i must not have let go just right cause it jerked out of my hand ..without starting. okay okay i checked the throttle and kinda giggled for the neighbors to see that i wasn't even seriously trying. but inside my head i was like ..oh motha fuk! i moved the push mower to a more flat surface and grabbed the the end of that damn thing again and pulled as straight and as fast as i could like i had done soo many times in my youth and nothing. i checked the fluids and turned away from the street and pulled again and again AND I DON'T REMEMBER LOSING IT BUT SOMEHOW I HAD. IN A FIT OF RAGE I MUST HAVE LAUNCHED IT AWAY FROM MYSELF SO I WOULDN'T HURT MY FOOT IF I SHOULD START TO KICK IT AND I WASN'T ABLE TO COMPREHEND HOW FAR GONE I WAS UNTIL A TOTAL STRANGER DRIVING BY HAD PULLED OVER AND WAS LIKE LIFTING THE LAWNMOWER PIECE OF SHIT BACK ONTO IT'S WHEELS AND WALKING BACK TOWARDS ME WITH THIS SMIRK ON HIS FACE CAUSE I WAS SOME GORGEOUS FEMALE WHO SHOULD BE INSIDE THE HOUSE MAKING BABIES. he asked me is this yours ..ha
i felt really small and nodded and he told me watch ..he yanked the cord and brrrrr started just like that. i did mow the grass but the whole time my mind was trying to figure out a way this piece of equiptment was going to go bye bye. my husband was glad and very happy to see me involved into making our new house a home but my neighbors ...hehe kept their distance from me.

poker with the guys..

tomorrow i will be hanging out with the guys ...playing poker it seems hehe. i was touched to be thought of and invited but i only know how to play strip poker. there is going to be a ten dollar buy in or something and poker chips. funny thing is i am not scared or nervous. guess i am all grown up now.

boxed up ...

while i am preparing to enter my bedroom which is totaled by the way, i had this urge to grab one of those invisible boxes off god's shelf in the garage so i can start packing my emotional debris too. wouldn't that just be cool to say yeah ..i am just gonna stick ya in here and close the lid and tape it up with strapping tape well let's make that gorilla duct tape and you are going to go bye bye til i am ready to unpack you. but seeing that i do have a little brains inside my beautiful head. i would label my emotional baggage as GOODWILL. yeah goodwill um good riddance and goodbye

mayan steps..

there is going to be a panic i know when the doomsday date gets closer to the work week. december 12, 2012 is when the mayan calendar ends. so what i am not going to do is waste (supposedly) the end of days on worrying about our destruction. i am going to live and i am going to laugh and love and try new things. i have got to get my room packed up old friend or i would stay and visit. another visit to the dentist on monday is gonna be close to $2000 when my under construction phase is over and done with. work is fun. life is kinda boring at times but it is good. i have agreed to this little white lie to soothe myself as i lie alone in the dark and it makes sense to me. it is all i need to make me believe in not having anyone special in my life. that maybe i shared the love of my life last time around and this time i will be without. well not without because i know without a shadow of a doubt that i am one of those whole people. that i am loved soo much by the one that i love soo much that i can do this. why question anything in this existence if he is waiting for me on the sideline or the next go round. you can't have true love every second of every day right? besides i am sheena or sher-a goddess of ...what was it ? oh yeah pain and suffering hehe
at least when i have my make up on

wonderland..

darkness...

i feel the trees ache to protect me. to shelter me with their limbs. an invisible face screams out a warning as the world stops in place. leaves surrender to the fall. as do the tears running down my face. i am standing in a pool of water and i can see my reflection on the face. i stop and look around. i know it is a dream. i feel like alice in wonderland.
oh lord what is up with the darkness and why is it after me? i hear the wind racing to be by my side and with her invisible fingers she is holding out her hand. i reach out for her guidance. i am not afraid anymore it is mother nature. i turn comforted by a mother's love and suddenly something has a hold of me and yanks me from her grasp. and i am falling down down into the darkness where there is no air. i feel myself trying to reach the surface...as my lungs burn up inside. my leg twitches violently. waking me up in time to scream.