i was in between rooms at work and my ipod was suddenly quiet as i sat down in the desk chair in front of the window. once the quiet hit my eardrum i had no other choice but to mute the song. so now i am sitting in the room i just cleaned in front of the window with the warmth of the sunshine casting a shadow on the wall in front of where i sat and with the loss of sound i focused in to what i thought was a disturbance in the force hehe. but it was just a bird singing in the big pine tree that sits in front of our building. i closed my eyes and opened them and tried to erase every thought from my mind and the first thing i saw was my shadow. and i thought mmhh ...

faith..

what better person to talk about me than myself hehe. right now i can think of a million reasons to be filled with bitterness and frustration.i guess i figured out that it don't look good on me. i looked in my closet with an open mind and got rid of alot of things. and i found the most awesome outfit that is perfect on me. i am not running around asking everyone does this make me look fat ? it goes with everything especially the smile on my face. i have it on and i twirl around in front of the mirror going is that really me? it cost me nothing but my faith. i will never discard it for the rest of my life. what brand is it..IT IS GOD'S TOP OF THE LINE.
proverbs 31:25 STRENGTH AND HONOUR ARE HER CLOTHING

4 years old..

i found the perfect present for a four year old boy. my grandson sam turns four on thursday so of course we will be heading to spokane for that big event. i really miss my girls though too so at least i will get to visit with two of them. we checked on every kinda car they had in the toy aisle at wal-mart and around the corner too hehe. almost picked a remote control gravedigger for 34.00 but for christmas i gave him a remote control police cruiser with siren (to drive my daughter crazy :D ) and so did my aunt and my mom. this is the fifty dollar dinosaur that hopefully is gonna rock his world and keep him up at night cause he wants to play with it so bad. oh well i am from a family of females and i have all girls. um don't little boys have penis's or something ? i totally have not a clue as to what they like except toy guns and cars right ? at least at this age.
my question of the day is where do we go when we sleep? i have often wondered if we visit those who have passed. our loved ones. cause i never remember my dreams- ever ! i mean it is like i wake up feeling recharged and my well-being is fully restored like i was surrounded by family soothing away all the sickness and fear that we ingest during our waking hours

incoming...

this morning when i called into work i was told you finally have a day off. i was like yahoo, until my mom got me out of bed so we could take care of this little problem she had last week. she loves dragons and yes she has a few. her windstone dragons are scattered throughout the house. each one has personality and been given a mythical name. i have become soo attatched to her green guy that hangs out in the nook in our kitchen. his name is ruatha from the dragonriders of pern stories. but i call him goliath i talk to him whenever i am stressed and he does listen. just like a good dragon hehe. anyway back to the problem- this is an incoming delivery.she won off an ebay auction. it is damaged. the plaster broke off and crumbled to pieces but it was insured. and i am thinking like no problem just grab all the paperwork and run down to the local post office BUT NO SUCH LUCK. it all has to be done online and is gonna be complicated i just got this nagging feeling that is whispering in my ear already...take a valium ..
the first question my mom asked me when i stumbled into the living room was do you know what jpeg files are...OH YEAH LOOKS LIKE I AM IN CHARGE OF THIS LITTLE ESCAPADE HEHE

speed date

umm i had a friend email me and tell me to check out this site. speed date.com and just like everything on line you have to join or register before they will let you check out the merchandise. even on facebook you have to go thru the process just to have access to view. so i put up an out of focus profile picture and my birth day and year and that is about it. and as soon as i was up and running i was soo hell off that sight. it moved too fast for me. you have 5 minutes with all these faces that are lined up on the bottom of the screen. my second one that opened up without any help from me had a fully erect penis as the profile pic i kid you not ..hehe. don't worry i don't need counselling or anything um am alright. i do realize that was an exception cause i have visited two or three more times. but just out of the blue i checked the link on my spam from there and this is what i found. is that suppose to make me feel good or worried?

zuni fetish..

so my mum is in the kitchen going thru cabinets and filling up tubs for our big move. on the tenth or 11th of febuary our madness is going chaotic. so she has sat me down in front of this damn computer for how long mhhh let's see 7:30pm going on 3 hours. taking better close ups of listings we have up and putting up more of the fetish's. she has soo much stuff and more and more of it is gonna need to go up on the auction block. it is better if they go to a good home where they will be admired and cherished instead of packed carefully in a box and stored in a storage unit right? that is correct miwokdreamer so gotta get back and get some more of these prey fetish's up for bid. but i am soo frigging bored and my belly is starting to whine softly ...feed me feed me. so first one up
clearing my throat as my sexy sales diva voice slides in place..
HELLO THIS IS FOR A ZUNI FETISH I BOUGHT WHILE ON VACATION. IT HAS SAT IN MY LIVING ROOM SINCE WITH LITTLE OR NO HANDLING. THIS WAS DIFFICULT TO PHOTOGRAPH AND TOOK MANY ATTEMPTS TO FINALLY CATCH IT IN THE BEST LIGHT.THE LENGTH IS APPROX 1 3/4 INCHES LONG. THE BOTTOM LABEL READS..M-3257 ZUNI ROSELLA LANASEE HUORITE BOBCAT $55.00 I DO OFFER FREE SHIPPING SO IF YOU GET A CHANCE CHECK OUT MY OTHER LISTINGS


ZUNI TURTLE FETISH BY GEORGETTE QUAM

THIS IS A ZUNI TURTLE FETISH BY GEORGETTE QUAM THAT IS APPROX 2 INCHES LONG AND 1 3/4 INCHES ACROSS. I BELIEVE THE STONE IS GREEN STRIPED SERPENTINE. THE EYES ARE TURQUOISE AND AND THERE ARE 7 SMALL BEADS OF TURQUOISE ON THE BACK OF THE SHELL. IT IS A VERY NICE PIECE. I AM THE ORIGINAL OWNER AND IT HAS SAT IN MY LIVING ROOM SINCE I BROUGHT IT HOME WHILE ON VACATION WITH LITTLE OR NO HANDLING. THANKS FOR LOOKING AND CHECK OUT MY OTHER LISTINGS AS I DO OFFER FREE SHIPPING..

my father's service hat

could not make it to church this week due to the fact i had to work. last weekend was the only time that i have had sunday off and was able to attend church in along time. we have a new bishop. i also brought my miniscule red hot fuschia ipod with me..it just helps with my joy joy attitude soo much. i must have listened to buckcherry 48 times ...."you crazy bitch". my ears are a little sore inside cause i had it cranked so loud that it was actually pulsing inside my fragile ear canal hehe. i had to turn it down to like 53 though cause it was tickling the hairs in my ear and we cannot have that. sometimes i wonder what happened to my pain and sorrow ? my step is light and frisky and i hum whenever i walk and people are just drawn to me like a magnet. i feel on top of the world like there isn't anything i can't do and i feel beautiful and alive that is until i step on the scale to check my weight...